Sometimes, the very thing that we have always wanted scares us the most. It’s one of the many ironies of life.
Maybe, it’s because it really matters. We invested a lot of feelings and expectations into it that the very thought of grabbing the chance to finally have it in our hands fills us with so much fear-the fear of disappointing ourselves if it scampers away, or the fear of having to lose it eventually.
I don’t know which scares me more.
Or maybe, I don’t have to think about it. Maybe, I need to take the plunge with my eyes closed.